The wonder memories

2010-11-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hey! Since when did I last post?

I guess its been a long long time.

I really don't know what to say but anyways,

many things happened during these long period of time that I didn't post.

Sometimes, I really don't know what to do.

I want to hold on to you,

but I'm afraid to be hurt.

I want to give up on you,

but I can't.

What can I do?!

My mind is whirling all around,

not knowing what decision to make, and what may be the consequences.

but, you make me feel so insecure,

you're not matured to be someone I can trust whole-heartedly.

This is why, it makes my decision even harder.

I guess I should really give up after all I've seen from you.

There's no point of me holding on to you, while you're

taking everything like something that's not even something worth in your eyes.

Maybe, everything was just my dream,

my illusion, what I wanted it to be...

but it'll NEVER happen.

Maybe it's really my fault.

but, I didn't mean it.

I don't want to be a person who "betrays" all of you,

but you left me with no choice.

I did alot of reflection,

I got opinions from different people,

their point of view, and realised that, I'm not in the wrong at all.

Maybe leaving abruptly was my fault, but how do you expect me to say?

that I'm going to leave? Do you think you'll accept?

staying with you was very pleasant, but it wasn't what I wanted.

should I say that you'all are too matured or what?

I really don't know how to put it in words.

I should really do some reflection this holiday.

My results are poor, everything's not going well for me.

But, I also want to have some time to relax, and de-stress.

Somehow, I always feel that a stone's pressing my heart,

making me feel as though there's a great burden in me.

Maybe there is.

2010-06-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

HEY! :D
I'm heading to Kota Kinabalu to climb Mount Kinabalu tomorrow!
Oh gosh! I can't wait!!!!

had barbeque with PDP yesterday.
had fun! :D
I ate lots man... until my stomach's going to burst anytime.
haha! :) :) :)
Had sweet potato, prawns, satay, hotdogs, spagetti and bee hoon!
it was fabulous!

did lots of catching up with Cassandra and many others including the facilitators...
I really wish to be like the previous time,
where we would quarrel over many
trivial matters,
argue over which choice of things, consult them whenever we're in doubt,
and organise many fun events!

we could have barbeque, chalet and many many overseas camp!
Hahahahahaha! :D :D :P
but too bad, that's all in the past,
but at least we can still meet up and talk about many things,
like we've known each other for over 100 yrs!
I love this bond between us, like a big big family,
no matter what, we'll not fall out on each other
and we'll consult each other in times of needs.

now, out of this barbeque thing.
there's really one person I dislike.
she's always faking!
faking that she doesn't like this and that,
but she does like it.
everytime she says that she doesn't like one thing,
I'll always wince and think whether she's talking the truth.
she's also attracting attention almost everytime.
her results aren't very good but neither very bad,
but she seems to always get teacher's attention.
why does a person have to be to such extent to get what she wants?
does she not have any pride?
haiz~ don't ask me who that person is,
cause you don't really want to know.

2010-06-12T16:45:00.002+08:00

these two weeks of holidays pass so fast!
soon, school will be reopening alrdy.

okay, I know I have not been blogging for like don't know since when...
but I guess I'll just type something today,
or else, this blog is really of no use.
I just feel like blogging today. (:

For the first week of the holidays,
went to school everyday except for thursday. (:
Monday - Wednesday was to go for the AEM (advance elective module)
on 3D modelling and animation.
Friday was to go back to school to watch the movie :
"The MidSummer Nights Dream".
It was NICE. :D
Really NICE. (:
Haha~! :)
saturday and sunday is just normal.
stayed at hme, housework, television, computer.

now, this week.
it's the only week I'm free from Monday - Friday! :D
went out on Thursday with my cousin.
we watched "Marmaduke"! (:
it was normal,
I thought it was funny, but it was just.... Normal.
we then headed down to Bugis... went there to do
Window Shopping.
hadn't got that much money to buy clothes and stuff,
only got to buy wallet. :)

have to go back to school for the whole of next week. :(
haiz~ sianxzxzxz~
it's really tiring.
now I really wish I didn't sign up for this AEM
how I wish I get to stay at home.........

2010-05-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Holidays are coming! :D
I looking forward to it!
okay, received back all my results.
I only improved in maths. haiz~

My science seemed to drop though it's still A1 but
it dropped.
My maths IMPROVED! :D:D:D
haha~! I'm very happy, though it still isn't what I wanted. :)

all the other marks for my other subjects dropped! :(
I guess I shoulda expect it cause I know I didn't put much effort into it
this term.
but needless to say, I failed my D&T again,
as I have expected.
I guess I really need to plan during the school holidays
what I should do about those failing subjects.

heading for Malaysia tomorrow,
but just for a day. Hehe. ^^
I can't wait for my June holidays!
there is like so many activities waiting for me! :D
I really want to climb the mount kinabalu first...
I want to catch the sunrise!
I've never seen a sunrise before,
so I really want to see it with my own eyes!
I guess it's going to be really mesmerising! :D

2010-05-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

okay, I feel like blogging today,
so..., here I am.
:D

Had history and english paper today...
I don't have a bad feeling about it,
but neither do I have a good feeling about it.
History's SEQ was okay, but for the SBQ,
I haven't really read up about Stalin, so
by using my contextual knowledge,
it's very limited.

As for English,
I didn't know what I was writing!
somehow, I'm like just in a daze.
the whole composition and report writing's organisation was a total wreck.
I guess I'll just get a pass.

there's maths and physics paper tomorrow.
gosh!
2 important papers in a day!
haiz~
physics is okay, but as for maths,
I don't know how it'll turn out.
Just go with the flow~~

anyway, all the best tomorrow! :)

2010-04-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm going to fall sick soon.
My throat is feeling weird since yesterday,
but today it's even more uncomfortable.
Probably because of the weather?

many things happened recently
and I, too, found out many secrets
but it's not relating school. :D
Exams are less than 2 weeks away!
OMG!

Had oral last week.
I guessed i've improved.
but somehow, I've got a feeling it's because of the teacher.
I won't feel as nervous in front of her than the others,
and that's why I can elaborate more.
but, I only managed to get 30/40

How disappointing. :'(

2010-04-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! :)
I'm very lazy nowadays, and probably because of school work and everything,
I haven't got the time to post.

30th March 2010.

Had sports day! :)
wasn't really a enjoyable day...
all the sec 3's were in a very self centred mood,
well, needless to say, I'm one of them.
it wasn't fun till it was time to run 8x100.
I was just taking over Evon's place as she had to prepare for the Band Performance.
Well, speaking of the band performance,
it was nice and hilarious.
Ha. Ha :D

Ended the day by 12.30pm
everybody went to Tampines Mall.
well, including me, as well as simeon, cassandra and Sherry. :D
Homed @ about 3.30pm

1st April 2010

Happy April Fool's day!
But this year's april fool's isn't fun.
Nobody played pranks and everybody were in the serious studying mood.
Haiz~
but nevermind.
I don't really care what April fool's is,
because, I don't even play pranks on people.
Just a day that people remember to play fool on other people, nothing special.

TODAY

went to the incineration plant!
learned about how they dispose the rubbish as well as some things relating to science..
saw all the rubbish and my god!
it was smelly!
I almost vomitted! The smell was so pungent.
went to some of the departments there, to see the process of disposing and burning the rubbish.
and, in a twinkling of an eye,
time's up, and we headed back to school
and went home. :)

2010-03-25T20:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
hadn't post for many weeks..
I'm lazy. but I've got something to post now! :D

see this phone above?! Its the phone I've been eyeing for!

I want it. Haha.

and I'm going to get it soon!

my cousin just gave birth to her daughter on the 23rd March 2010!
:D
and sadly.... I've become a auntie.
Haiz~ it makes me sound so old.
but my cousin did a C-section.
because there was something wrong with the baby,
but I guess it's going to be okay.
:) :) :)

had speech day rehearsal today.
argh >:(
had many rehearsals this week.
practically staying back everyday. :(
and we're going back to school on Saturday!
its suppose to be my rest day.... :'(
had some problem during the rehearsal.
we were playing till halfway when suddenly everything was so messy~
AH~~~!
but luckily, it was almost the ending so we caught up with each other soon.
Haha.
:D

I beginnning to think that actually everyone is so friendly...
I didn't know that.
it was probably because of speech day that we actually got so close.
and thanks to the partner, Xin Xin,
always sitting beside me, at least I've got to energy to go crazy and giggle with her all the time.
Haha. :D :D
but of course, there are times where we're SERIOUS.

there's sports day next tuesday and sadly, there's currently no teacher running for our class.
haiz~
we've got to find the teacher soon! :DDD

2010-03-12T18:51:00.003+08:00

Holidays are here! :D
but it's not like a holiday...
:(
got to go back to school for Speech Day rehearsal.
haiz~~
but, I've got to also catch up on my D&T
I guess I've got the lowest for D&T in class.
haha!

gotten back our report books today..
damn!
it was so so..... not good.
haiz~
I only got an A1..
for science. :(
nvm... there's many exams to come.
JIA YOUS! :D:D:D

2010-02-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

received chemistry paper today.
I was quite relieved to know that I've got 21.5/25!
but, I've got two careless mistakes!
argh. :/
I should have read the questions carefully.
my gosh. if I did read them carefully,
I guess I would have gotten 23. haiz~

sometimes, watching TV programmes,
seeing how guy's propose...
there were all sorts of ways.
it's like so romantic.
there was a few couples, during valentine's day,
they brought their girlfriend to the under waterworld and propose to them.
One was carrying a huge bouquet of roses,
the second knelt down in front of everyone,
and the third,
he put on the finding nemo suit,
and knelt down in front of his girlfriend
to propose.
it's like so romantic lahs!

but, if it was for me
I want something even special.
hahs!
but I don't know what yet.
and I'm not at that kind of age YET.

okay, today was a normal school day.
had lessons going on again..
blah blah...
nothing interesting for today.
only getting chemistry results.
waiting in progress for my other results.

2010-02-25T18:06:00.002+08:00

Hey, isn' this beautiful?
It's made of diamonds...
I got a surprise when I saw this picture.
It's sooooo beautiful.
Oh my!

had two papers today.
common test is finally over.
haha. sorta of relaxed now
but thinking of the following exams coming up this year,
my head is still big. it's not shrinking.
ha.ha

naths was a total wreck
questions such as prefixes,
I did revise, but it didn't came out
instead, it was terametre.
Oh gosh.
I didn't revise that.
just anyhow wrote the power and solve it.
many people were saying that the paper is difficult.
and well, it's partially true.
:(

next was science.
I got the first question wrong!
haiz~
anyways, I hope I'll pass.
Please, I begging you.

2010-02-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

had two common test papers today..
I'm not sure whether I would pass, but a strong feeling that
I may fail them.
social studies, needless to say,
it's damn difficult.
I didn't even know what to write
totally wrote nonsense in it.
ha.ha

english was even worse.
somehow, english is also not the subject for me
I have no inspirations on every topic
I used to write real life stories but just editing some of the things inside
when I was in primary school.
but now, it seems that I've got nothing to write.
I can speak, but I can't write.
Oh my!

there's maths and science tomorrow
hope I score better in these two
but, the way Ms Lau told us about the difficulty of the paper, it seems that
I'm going to fail.
but well, don't think of the negative side first,
always think positive. :D

2010-02-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

common test! :/
I'm scared...
if I'm not able to cope now,
what am I going to do next year?
I'll be at the back,
and no matter how I run to chase up with them, I'll still remain behind. :(

why do I suddenly think of you?
I cut off all contact from you alrdy...
I don't even want to think of you anymore.
you hurt me once, and not anymore.
I'm not going to let you enter my heart and break it up into pieces.
Never!
my heart is as hard as a stone
I'm not letting anybody in,
no matter how much they touch me. ( at least not now.)
I don't want to waste my time on that kind of thing,
distracting me from my studies.
Ha.ha.ha

went to malaysia last saturday
though there wasn't any activity there,
but somehow, I really enjoyed my time there.
on saturday, when we reached there, it was almost 9pm.
ate our dinner.
my grandma cooked delicious food!
YUM! :D
then watched television there.
I like to watch the television there.
somehow, it's nicer
:)

bathe, played with fireworks and then rest
and sleep. :)

sunday

went to A'famosa
it was a combine place
with water world, 'safari' and some other things.
not sure though.
saw all the animals
they were not caged up.
but we people were caged up. haha.

saw a camel!
in singapore's zoo, is there camel?
I doubt I've seen one there.
malaysia's very hot, so I guess the the camel's able to survive.
they make the environment look like as though it's in a desert.
saw tiger and lions.
not very nice.
they were so skinny and haggard
this isn't the environment for them to live in
and, they feed on chickens.
how can they?
they should be able to catch their own food.
haiz~

2010-02-14T18:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! :D
finally, the day I'm anticipating has arrived, though I feel some sort of bored
staying at home all day.
Had reunion dinner yesterday.
was damn full after eating. :)

went to Sheng Hong temple around midnight yesterday..
had some rituals there
not very sure though (I was not willing to go, at first)
watched the lion dance and went home.
it was like so late alrdy.. about 2am.

going out to Sentosa later.
my dad has to work..
argh.. he's a workaholic. :(
I read finish breaking dawn alrdy..
considering whether to re-read the other books again
should I?

I'm going to visit my auntie tomorrow
sorta scared.
they're demanding and all they ask about my siblings and me
is studies. haiz~

2010-02-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

had a busy day today!
skipped lesson for the whole day
I'm going to need to ask around for people to tell me the homework.
hey, can anybody tell me what to do?
I'm lost..
I doubt I can find my way out from this big 'maze'

I shoulda gone to school no matter how sick I was.
and now, I'm stuck.
so stuck... like a super glue sticking on paper.
maybe, I find my way out from here.
MAYBE~

had one whole day of performance today
was damn nervous okays..
the first performance was a total wreck
my hands are shivering non-stop and I can't catch up
argh!
but the problem is that we've just master the piece of song,
but we don't have a strong rapport to play this well.
but, we've got to play this song...
or not, we'll be laughed at.
ha.ha.ha

stayed back for a tweeny bit after school
for the class CNY decors! :s
boring. duh?
and the boys...
what a abnormal idea to have the ang pows pasted with judgers
looking it from the outside?
and with blue tacks... *dot dot dot.

I ever wonder what would have happened if I wasn't born in Singapore,
but in America?
would my personality be different?
would I have a same normal life like now?
I bet everything will be different...
nothing will be like now.

I want to study overseas..............
will I have the chance to?
hope so.

went to Vivocity today!
Yipee! had a great time. :)
cracked silly jokes with cassandra
it's been like a loooong time since I last went out with her. :)
aw~~ I missed going out with her so muccccchh.. :D
but all we did was window shop
HA.HA
everything was so expensive and nothing suits me.
I don't find those clothes appealing...

maybe there's something wrong with me..
Maybe~

2010-02-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

why is so many things happening these days?
I can't get the whole picture thru' my head.
everything now is messing with my vision.
Haiz~

chinese new year is coming! :)
I love it... hehe :D
I've been anticipating this day for like since school reopen
but this year, I'm not going back to Malaysia
neither do I want to go back
...... something just happened.

shock to say,
can anyone believe that I'm still reading Breaking Dawn?
haha~! I know, it's unbelievable.
this is the...... I guess 4th time reading it...
I don't know why, but it's very captivating.
I can imagine how the 'Renesmee' look like.
I bet if I were to see her in person,
I would cry. (cry of envy & jealousy)

haven't been posting for like 12345 weeks alrdy...
hadn't got the mood to post...
argh! dealing with homeworks right now...
there's going to be lots of homework during this looooong weekend.
be prepared! :D

accompanying cassandra to Vivocity tomorrow!
I'm sorta happy! :D
I don't get to go so far away before and I wanna window shop
considering whether to buy things
but they must be appealing or suit me at the point of time :)
speaking of which,
I'm getting more and more excited!
haha~! :D

there's guzheng performance tomorrow...
I'm going to miss one whole day of lessons!
I don't want to.............
I missed two days of lesson last wk and now another time...
I've got the feeling that I can't catch up with alot of things... I've got to HURRY!!!!

common test's coming ..
I'm scared!!

2010-01-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D
haven't been posting these days...
it's getting busier and busier...
what can I do? there's like so many homework,
and I'm alrdy getting lazy.

why's there so many things happening?
or maybe, I feel so.
maybe it's just part of my imagination or just based on my wrong intuition.
but seriously, I feel uncomfortable.
it's like something is going to fall from the sky and cause a great disaster...
hope my feelings are wrong.

had chinese paper 2 test yesterday..
oh god!
it was difficult.
I was expecting it to be as the same standard of sec 1's and 2's
but there's no multiple choices and there's 10 questions of compre.
hope I'll get a PASS.

had paper 1 today...
the topic was easy but I've got no inspirations.
but at last, I managed to make up a story...
which is very unusual for me...
I'm not the one who can write stories based my imagination...
haha~! but anyways,
I can use this type of imagination to help me in literature!

2010-01-15T17:52:00.002+08:00

I'm very confused...
what should I do?
I couldn't ask you because you'll suspect me.
haiz~~

I've got so many things to do nowdays...
I feel that there's so much things till I dont' even know what to do first...
I want to do this thing first but I'm scared I'm not able to do another..
haiz~
stress!

school was lots fun! :D
there were so many mates that I knew from my cca and all...
haha~! :D
Mdm Hamidah is so hilarious.
the way she teaches us pure lit is like so enjoyable,
compared to Ms P.
she would joke about and teach us things that are interesting
rather than Ms P, who would just conduct lecture.

maths teacher was also good,
but fierce.
:s
made some friends with them and most of them were friendly...
:D
I like them...
but they're also my competitors.
I want to aim for many stars this year, but it's going to be quite difficult.
Hope I can do so.

2010-01-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

school was okay today...
had pure lit for the first two period.
Mdm Hamidah told us to write a poem regarding today's weather...
haiz~
I'm seriously not a literature student...
I can't write poems,
I can only analyse poems and read the analyse stories.

had social studies next and then english...
after recess had chemistry...
the teacher was very funny...
her eyes and her mouth seems to be somehow how connected.
when her mouth slant to the side, her eyes twitches too...
hahah~~!
evon and simeon was like laughing for the whole lesson...

and for the maths teacher,
well, she's not funny, just serious...
and one thing I find is that,
her eyebrows are really high...
it's almost like a semi-circle...
haha! :D

after physics lesson, we went to TP.
it was boring there...
but at least we got to learn the requirements to enter certain courses. :D

2010-01-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's my mum's birthday...
but, since tomorrow I'm going to Temasek Poly,
I've got no choice but to celebrate it today...

today's bag was so heavy!
had D&T, Maths, Physics, Pure Lit, Chinese and of course, English.
had compre dianostic test today, and compo test yesterday.
there's FOUR D&T homework today... but there's a few days to do...
there's maths too!
I don't know why, but, I now find maths quite interesting
but also at the same time very vexed.

after school, was supposed to stay back for guzheng practice and for the sec one's to have a hands on experience on the guzheng.
but I wanted to celebrate my mum's b'day, so I went home early.

bought a fruit cake for my mom...
it was delicious...
:D

I can sense that the following days of the years will be very stress and alot of homework will be awaiting for me...
Be Prepared! :D

2010-01-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

finally! school has reopened!
:D
but there're lots of changes made in the school.

Mr Nathan, our vice principal of last year,
has been posted to New Town bla bla school,
and so now, we've got two new principal..
one's really in charge of the school, but the other is in charge of adminstrative things...

got two new form teachers..
one is Mdm Hamidah, the other is Mdm Chiam.
:D
I'll never get to escape guzheng class anymore.
haiz~~

worse still is that Ms Tan is my English teacher!
:o
haiz~~
hope that she'll not treat us badly. :)

it's the first time seeing guys of my levels wearing long pants.
it's really weird...
hahah~~! but some looks cute. :)

but, whatever it is,
just study hard! :D

2010-01-02T16:13:00.003+08:00

27th December 2009

Happy Birthday my beloved Brother! :D :D
though I've always hated you for being so playful and petty,
but still you're still my brother.
I hope you'll stay happy forever and please....
stop being so petty! :/

my whole family booked a barbeque pit at pasir ris beach
we were hoping that it'll not rain that day but yes,
it did.

we went there early to prepare things and as well as to let us, ( my cousins and siblings, including me)
to have enough time to play..
we went to the playground there..
I've never been to the playground since I entered secondary school.
so I went there to climb the nets and to challenge with my cousins.
Oh my! It was GREAT!

after playing for approximately one hour, because we're thirsty so we went back to drink water
that was about 3-4pm in the afternoon
and since, we're hungry too, we cut the mango cake and I ate like 1/4 of it!
haha~~! :D
after that about 5pm, we barbeque
and before that, it rained!
oh my!
because it was so heavy, my mom, my sis and me didn't have time to run to the shelter so we just hid under the table.
:D
it was fun being there...
when we went back home, though there was sun before the rain,
but because of the breeze, we didn't feel at least warm
but when all of us went home,
WOW!
we're like roasted peanuts!
haha~~!

1st January 2010

Happy New Year!
It's weird..
time passes so fast and in a twinkling of an eye,
I'm in secondary three alrdy...

my grandmom and my cute cousin went home today..
I miss them so much...
my house is so much quieter without them...
I feel so strange.

I miss my cousin's laughter
the way she laugh still ring in my ears...
and my grandmom,
she's always doing the housework...
I can always hear her cutting vegetables and other ingredients in the kitchen
and her cooking is fabulous!
:'(

I really hope to see them during the chinese new year's holidays! :D

school's reopening in 1 more day...
be prepared! :D

2010-01-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

okays.. it's been a LONG LONG LONG time since I last posted.
I'm very busy these days... and,
I'm really very lazy to post.
school's reopening next week and I think I won't get the time to online anymore.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
I hope that in the following year, every obstacles will pass by smoothly..
my results will improve, but of course,
with effort. (:
I don't know what's the next wish but that's for all now..

everything's back to their own place now...
my cousins has alrdy went home, and all we have to do now is to study hard.
haiz~~~
I hope I'll get to see them more often but I don't think so.
next year is even busier...
but, at least we can still get to meet. (:

I'm really tired these days..
I don't know what's tiring me out..
I just hope everything will return to normal as time passes by...
I really miss them so much~~~~~ :'(

2009-11-29T15:55:00.002+08:00

since some people are telling me to update...
I shall just write something. :)

I'm really lazy to post anything and nothing interesting has happened during my holidays...
just that I went to malaysia the last few days...
same, to attend a wedding dinner
after that went to KL to see the twin tower there...
after that, we went to my granny's house..

then we came back in time so that my sister can receive her PSLE results.
my granny's probably coming to S'pore later this month...
though I don't know when...

anyways, if there's anymore interesting "facts"
I'll post..
till then, farewell! :D

2009-11-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

got the streaming results..
okay, not bad.
at least I've got into 3G better than other classes like 3F or 3E
I'm not saying that the classes are not gd,
it's just that I don't want to go into those classes

it's so boring at home...
I'm basically wasting my time the whole afternoon..
I wanted to use the computer at night but I really can't resist myself to use the computer
so I'm posting now.
I only "busy" in the morning when my mum isn't at home and at night when there's TV shows and I get to use the computer...

haiz~
this is how I pass my day
I wish I could go out to do some activities...
go to the park or whatever as long as I'm out of the house...
hahah~~!
:D

anyways, since I'm using the computer now,
I'm going to find some videos or movies to watch! :)

2009-11-05T20:04:00.003+08:00

I finally changed my blogskin. :)
I like it too...
sorry for not updating for so long.
I'm "busy"

:D

holidays have just started and I'm getting sick of staying at home all the time..
oh gosh~
I've got to do this and that
without resting.. almost
but anyways, at least I won't get fat so easily. :)
at least I've got some things to do instead of just sitting down and sleep.. :)

I'm going to the gym after my cousin come to my hse...
at least I've got someone to accompany me if I want to go anywhere. :)

oh ya, about getting into the class I want.
I'm really nervous.
I really really really hope to get into the class
I promise I'll work very very very hard if I get into that class...

I'll end here then.

2009-10-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

One week has passed!
exams are OVER!!
whoots~! :D

went to bugis yesterday... with cassandra of course. ^^
I wanted to buy a bag there and I noticed the bag for a very long time alrdy...
haha!
after that went window shopping with cassandra and bought another three quarter pants..
LOL.. got influenced by her..
:)

I didn't know that bugis was this big until I went there and walk...
I thought it was just a street connecting the two roads that are apart.
okays, I know, that's like so lame..
Hahs! :)

after walking every lane of bugis street then went into bugis junction...
window shopped here and there...
but things were too expensive to even buy..
so just left after looking through..

nxt monday I'll be going swimming!
I can't wait to go swimming... I haven't swim for like a very very long time alrdy...
LOL~

2009-09-29T21:21:00.004+08:00

Oh my! My wonderful weekend has just passed unknowingly...
now it's the time to prepare for my upcoming exam which is just next week...
oh gosh~!
didn't know why time flew so past when I was in Malaysia
in S'pore, it seems like forever.
hahaha! :D

my cousin got married so soon then I expected
her wedding photos are nice though some adults say that their photos look very childish
but it's supposed to be a cheerful ceromony right?
why do the photos look so solemn?
okays, that's my thinking
not sure about others..

woke up very early that day..
tiring ~~
slept at 3am the day before
hah! busy talking to my cousin.. -.-

they had their traditional wedding ceremony where they're supposed to serve cups of tea to the elderly...
okay, that was fine
it was when it came to me!
I thought that children needn't even shake hands with them
we're just supposed to sit and watch
but I was damn shocked when I was supposed to shake hands with my cousin and my cousin in law
that was an awful shock
as I was the oldest amongst my other cousins,
I had to go first...
that was so EMBARRASSING!
in front of so many people...
but luckily, after receiving the red packets I get to go...
phew! :)

then went to my cousin's in law's house to pay respects again and then sat there to see the whole process again..
ate bee hoon there and then went home to prepare for the wedding dinner...
that's when I got the other biggest shock of my life!
the clothes that I was intending to wear......
the zip broke off
OH MY GOSH!
but luckily I managed to fixed it before we went out
or else I don't think I even go for the wedding dinner anymore...
hahaha~~!
I'm really shocked okays....

after the dinner, got another shock
we're going to Genting
I didn't expect that to happen and there's still lots of homework to do
if I were to go to Genting, I doubt I'll even do finish my homework
and it's true
I did came back with all my homework not done. Aha!

but it was really fun
how I wish I can spend all the time with my cousins..

exams are coming....
I'll need to be busy again...
we'll be having our holiday this year later
at 31st october..
argh!

2009-09-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

who0! I'll be going to malaysia tomorrow...
haha :D
that's the day that I've been waiting for! :)

nothing special happened today but I shall post :)
oh ya, had remedial on tuesday but I skipped it...
Hmm.... is 'skipped' the appropriate word to use?
oh.. nevermind
anws, I did feel giddy that day though I don't seem to show it out.
LOL

tomorrow will be having class test for literature...
oh my!
I haven't got the mood to study nowadays...
but I guess I know why
I too into Twilight!
whoo~~! I love it!!! yeah :D

I guess I'll be reading it over and over again man... hahah~~ :D
LOL

2009-09-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

7 days!!!! :D :D

today went to school as usual..
I don't understand why Ms Ponniah wanted the whole class to stay back and revise for like alomost one hour instead of what she said "30 mins"
I really really really can't concentrate by studying in school...
I prefer to be left alone
the more somebody wants me to study,
the more I won't study and I will find it damn difficult to concentrate

I have to depend on my feelings to study
if I don't have the mood to study,
no matter how many times a person tells me to study
it's no use
because I can't concentrate and so nothing goes into my mind no matter how long I "study"
If I have the mood to study,
then everything will be absorbed into my brain...
hahaha! how weird!

I want to buy so many books...
I'm desperate to read them.. OMG!!!
I want them now!!
AH~~~~~~!!!!!
I want them now now now!!!
hahaha~~! seems childish
LOL
something funny happened in school today...
hahaha~! thinking of me makes me laugh like mad
I bet some people in class maybe wondering why the class was opened and evon, simeon and me
was in....
well, I CLIMBED IN!
then evon was like down there saying that
"now we can go and steal things from other classes as long as there's xin ying around"
hahaha! :D how hilarious...
but of course, that was just a joke~
:)

2009-09-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

again, it seems a long time since I last post..
school reopened already.... and this is the fourth day
so it means that, I didn't post for 11 days
wow~ that's looooong..

well, last sunday, which is....
13th september 2009
I went to the botanical garden...
that was fun!
went there to climb the trees with my cousins and took a number photographs!
whoo! played till my legs were aching so much..
ow!!! >:/

there's currently 8 more days left!
my mum said that she want to go back this week to visit her youngest brother
but because of my guzheng lesson
there's no choice but to cancel as the next 2 weeks we aren't able to attend...

this month is the busiest month, I guess
with so many people getting married and my cousin's too getting married next week
I bet she'll be so busy preparing right now...
hahaha~~!
:D
I don't really wanna go back...
I'm scared that if I were to go back, I wouldn't want to come back to S'pore anymore...
haha~~! joking... :)

there's lots of books I wanna buy...
Oh my! when am I going to buy all???
It's costly...
haha~~! but Ill have patience. :)

Lee Min Ho's coming to singapore on the 10th of october!!!
but sad to say, I'm having exams...
even if I wanna see him, I don' think there'll be chance...
haiz~~! how sad :(

2009-09-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

got my report book today...
how disappointing. :'(

I've only got 5A's
but there's only one A1 and the others were A2
I wanna aim higher for my science (A1)
I don't expect 80 over marks but at least it must be in between 75 to 80
for my maths,
I don't have high hopes for EOY
but I'll try my best to get 70? maybe?
as for my English, all I can say is..
read more books and be more careful of the grammar, tenses in compos.

went to the mosque today!!
it was fun!
didn't expect it to be so interesting as I was actually dreading to go for it in the morning
gave the porridge to people at Tampines Interchange..
though some of them show unhappy face, some people went to us automatically to get the food because they're hungry and I guess some got the food from us out of sympathy, maybe.
haha~~! :D
anyways, whatever it is,
I'm very happy to have given out the food to them
haha~~!

guess who did I see there?
Oh my! I can't imagine I saw that guy there with his "wonderful" friends...
haiz~~~

anyways, there's 21 days left to the wedding!
I can't wait!
hahaha~~! I'm saying that practically almost everyday...
LOL

2009-08-28T20:25:00.001+08:00

why is it so hard to do it?!
I've been hurt by you so many times and I do not want to be hurt again...
you're always like this?
but I've in no power to control you...

28 days to the wedding!
hahaha~!
it seems lame...
my mum says that we're maybe going back on the 25th september...
friday!
yes!!!
but thinking of it,
I feel so nervous...
I'm scared that I'll make a fool of myself.
that's what I always do on important occassions..
LOL

should I believe in you again?
I don't want to get hurt again...
I don't want to be trick by you
I want to trust you completely, but I can't.
your actions make me so insecure..

should I go back to my primary school?
I'm thinking of not going back..
what's the use of going back?
I don't think the teachers even recognise me or even know me...
haiz~~~
but even if I were to go, I would only meet my chinese teacher whom I always cause trouble for during my primary school years... hahaha~~~! :)

2009-08-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

so many things happened this few days!!!
:)
there's currently 30 days to the wedding...
whoo~~! :)

running with cassandra tomorrow... yeah!
hahahaha~~! :D :D :D

got results...
my ENGLISH!!!!!
argh :/

others I think got improve but science I think I deproved abit...
haiz~~
anws, there's still SA2 so...
just pull up my socks! YES! :)

2009-08-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

back to posting~! :)
CT2 is over,
but SA2 is coming.
I've got to work extra hard to get into the class of my choice. :)

there's 36 days left to the wedding!
whoo~~! :D
yippee!
and ya, congrats to my cousin who've got mature. hehe~! LOL! =.='
but yes, I congratulate her. :)
but please, don't be sad anymore...
it's scary to read your blog..
post more happier things in order for you to forget those unhappy memories. :)
cheers! :D :D :D

I'll be getting my papers next monday...
this time, I MAY pass all papers, though the percentage of passing is higher but I wouldn't take any risks. :)
but, the most important one is still my EOY!
that exam determines the class that I'll go to... so JIAYOUS! :D

was actually planning to run with cassandra but,
it rained. :(
stay healthy too, cassandra!
:)

2009-08-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with the blogger nowadays? it seems weird..

there's still currently,
hmmmm....
19 days to september holidays and,
41 days left for me to go to malaysia to attend the wedding!
yesh!!!!
but it still seems like a long time..
how I wish it's tomorrow..
but when ever I think that, if it's tomorrow, then it'll pass very fast and I don't want that to happen too.
haiz~~~

today, went for guzheng lesson..
practice the songs that my group was supposed to perform...
it's been a long time ever since my group again went for guzheng lesson coz' the teacher doesn't want to teach anymore because she's too busy...
I think she found a new teacher but for the teacher to formally teach us, she has to get her membership card first so I think the teacher's waiting for the card....

in the afternoon, went for swimming...
and yes, again, it's been a long time ever since I swim....
haha~~! it seems like almost everything I've not been doing for a long time.. :)
it really feels great after swimming... :D
whoo hoo~! :)

2009-08-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

HEYs! I'm back to blogging after disappearing for a looooong time!
hahahs~! :D

I shall be posting everytime I online for this period of time.
I thought I should post for these few weeks or few months, maybe.
well, not sure.

okays, today.. erm...
aiya~ it's just like normal school days,
-wake up early in the morning
-go to school at about 6.30am
-reached school at 7.15am
-started normal lessons at 8am, with Mrs Tang talking crap..

Oh ya!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA! :) :)
may your dreams come true. :D

how can I forget to buy a pressie for you?
haiz~~~ you're my best friend you know....
remember to buy me present for my birthday okays? HAHA~!
I'm just joking!

and ya, I'm really curious about this?
how many people in this world would get FUNGI INFECTION?!
well, I seldom see any.... so I was wondering if I'm the weird one.
LOL~
yeah, I've got fungi infection and I'm really desperate to find something to cure it at once!
I went to see the western doctors and they gave me cream to apply.... and yes, it didn't help.
I went to the chinese doctors and they gave me a liquid to apply...
well, it did improve abit by "shedding" the dead skin but it's still very itchy!
it has to recover almost 80% so that it wouldn't spread to the other parts of my body.
ARGH!

but, it seems that, the more I care about the infection,
the more it'll spread.
but, I really can't just leave it aside....
now, my mum has asked for a stronger medicine to apply...
I really hope it'll get well....
none of my friends nor my family has fungi infection but why do I have it?
why of so many people, me?
LOL~
I sound like as if I've contracted a disease. HA~!

but really, when I look at other people's skin compared to mine,
I really feel like having skin transplant..
hahah!
now my only wish is that, it doesn't worsen and it doesn't spread to other parts of my arm and legs.
Please..... please..... please.....

2009-08-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

46 more days to the wedding.
it seems like a long time away....
anyway, common test is coming up already.
I got to do well in this test.... or maybe better then the previous test so that I can pull up my marks.
:)

there's nothing today
but there's remedial today...
what a tiring day. Phew~!

Looking at you,
reminds me of the memories before then.
I didn't know that they were so precious
until I lost you.
did I really like you or is it the attachment between you and me?

I really don't know.
but now, all I know is that,
you can't be trusted and neither do I want to trust you again.
all you know, was to critisise me
and leave me alone.
I..... really....
give up.

hahah~~! I know it sounds emo
but it doesn't mean anything.

it just came up to my mind
so I decided to write it here.
well, that's all for today.
bye :D

2009-08-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

9th August 2009

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! or maybe I could say HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
hahaha~~!
I wish S'pore to be a nation strong and free from wars and people living together in harmony. :)

well, I know that I hadn't post for a very very very very very very long time.
and now, I shall post.

my cousin's gonna be married soon~~~!
I'm so going to miss her.... :(
I was curious of why she would get married so fast but now, I know
haiz~
I really didn't expect her to be like that, but yes,
she just did it.
I hope she and her husband can be happy instead of feeling that they,
were forced to get married.

and ya, because of their marriage
my parents had to prepare things, or gifts you may say..
for them.
my other cousins and my siblings also had to shop for clothes to wear during their wedding ceremony...
I went all over the place just in search for that one clothes and yes,
after a long time,
I then found one.
HAHAHA!

my cousin and sibling also bought their choosen one
well, we really spent lots of money just preparing for their marriage
but I also earned a new clothes.
whoo~ :D

10th August 2009

I have this urge to fly to malaysia right now!
AH~~~~!
there's still 45 days before their wedding....
I can't wait sia..
haiz~~~
but I guess time pass very quickly yeah???
It'll soon be over.
thinking of my cousin getting married, I always have this weird feeling in my heart.
it seems that we, as cousins, are going to cut off ties as soon as we get married..
maybe I'm thinking too much?
I hope not.

2009-07-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

Okays, what's wrong with my blog? it seems so weird and I've only got a small box to type in what I want to...
hahahahaha~~! incredible!

forget what's in between the days.... argh! I know I've not been posting but there really isn't anything to post abt....

well, today had P.E
and maybe it was because our class didn't have P.E for seven weeks and a few of my classmates threw up after intensive running....
then after that.... lesson were as per normal....
not in the least exciting....
haiz~~~

after school waited for cassandra and went to caltex with her, sherry and simeon.
chittered chattered along the way.... haha~~!

4pm, went home.

2009-07-04T18:50:00.003+08:00

well, my blog is like so..... dead.
ahahahaha :)
I do want to post but the problem is,
I want to post something exciting and not like everyday going to school and what I did in between school....
people who read it will think it's boring and even me myself who is typing it out feels that it's boring too.
haiz~~~~

but well, yesterday was something that I could type it out....

had temperature taking in the morning
and ya, something incredibly funny happened...
simeon who did not bring her thermometer the day before had to pay yesterday
so the office called out her name through the P/A system...
hahahaha
guess what?
her name was SimEon
but the DM called her Simon....
okays....
maybe shall stop about this talk
(sim, it wasn't written to criticise you)

after recess had the drama trial
oh my! that's embarrassing!
had some mistakes as I was really afraid and nervous....
didn't think so much.... it was like suddenly,
everything in my mind went blank!
argh.... but at least I do know my mistakes now...
so can improve on it...
and the major one is that...
my voice....
they say they can't hear me....
haiz~~~~

2009-06-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

oh well, I'm finally back into posting....
I guess I didn't post for at least....
or about....... three weeks?
anyways, I'm now going to post about things that happened 'quite' recently.... :)

13th June 2009

my parents were all at home as well as us, the children
rather than being stuck at home,
mum said that she wanted to visit one of our aunties which we were very close with
and we didn't see her for at least three to four months already.

invited her out to eat dinner at a restaurant
and then went to her house....
my cousin then came to my house to stay with us for a few days.......

the next few days was very irritating and was filled with unhappy events

17th June 2009

went to watch movie with my cousin....
watched "Hannah Montana The Movie"
well, that show was pretty sad but happy in the end....
and my cousin,
I don't know what's gotten into her,
she just kept on crying, non-stop.
after the movie, just went back home as we had nowhere to go and we didn't have much cash with us

20th June 2009

went for tuition
and then head straight down to cityhall, marina square to meet the PDP members
before I came they played bowling
and Reuben paid for that...
when I came, all of us went to watch a movie (again)
watched "ghosts of girlfriend's past"
that show, though there's a word ghost, it was scary...
it was hilarious....
and as well as touching....
glad that at the end, the guy finally knew what love is and how women whom he flirted to felt about him....

21st June 2009

Happy Father's Day to all daddies in the world!
wen out to eat breakfast in the morning
and went out in the evening to somewhere at marina bay....
had simple dinner as we still had durian cake at home
specially ordered for my father....
it was delicious!
(though I know some of the people hates durian)

oh ya, school's going to reopen in another one week's time
argh, damn it..
holidays passes so fast
and I don't see school days passing by fast....
it always seems like a long time before the holidays start....
I dreaded whenever school holidays are ending.....

but maybe because if the H1N1 illness,
we may have another 1 week holiday
well, that's what I would wish for, but
low hope.

2009-06-07T22:40:00.004+08:00

1st June 2009

guess what??
I saw one of my primary school, so called enemy.
well, I almost can't recognize her...
she looks so different.... but familiar.
well, she's still the same
staring at people with her goldfish eyes
and her face is still as rounded as ever....

4th June 2009

had maths remedial in the morning
and then went to watch the movie "night at the museum 2" with cassandra and sherry
after the movie, went to shop shop for awhile...
and that's all....
cause it's getting late already....

skip, skip, skip

I'm seriously rotting at home
argh!
it's so bored, I've got nothing to do
my parents are pre-occupied with themselves and work
but tomorrow I'm going to Tioman Island!
whoo~
but sadly, only for three days
:(
and ya, there's only two more weeks of holiday
ah~ how fast.
in a blink of an eye, I'm going back to school.
but, I think it's better than me staying at home, being a "servant" around the house.

2009-05-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

FINALLY~~~
I recovered from the flu...
yeahs!

FINALLY~~~
school holidays are here.
yeahs!!!
I can stay at home and coop myself within the computer!!!
whoo~~~ and then I can watch BOF!!!

sorry for not posting a long time....
very sorry!!!

I want to own a earpiece!!!
I'm dying for one....
asking my friend whether I could buy from her...
but, that's expensive
I don't think I'll be able to buy....
boo hoo~~~

received my report book today...
argh!
my chinese has greatly deproved.... (though I don't know whether there's such a word)
and I realised that I failed my literature in CA1
haiz~~~
had only two A2(s)
I'm going to get two A1 for the next two exams....
I promise.....

Ms Ponniah was suppose to meet my dad today...
but my dad has to go to work last minute...
okays, that's bad.
but she will call next monday...
and my parents are so going to nag at me again...
okays, that's so irritating...
and infuriating.
>:(

2009-05-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

AH~~!!
I can't stand it any longer!
I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow..
before I cough blood out..

today Ms Ponniah was talking to us about their teacher's meeting and about our results,
compared to other class.
well, I agree that Ms Ponniah actually has put in effort to help us...
she even arranged so many things...
wow~~

I felt so guilty towards the teachers
so sorry~
this time, I'm really determined to do my best for my next two exams,
especially the end of year exam which determines,
which class I'll go to.
I will not drop down
and neither do I want to...
It'll be so embarrassing to some of my mother's friends,
if they were to know that I've been retained to stay
when actually I'm an express student...
I'll also feel disgusted by myself if I were to drop...
okay, 'touch wood'
it'll not happen, if I study hard..

today, had the pet rocket workshop
well, the only interesting part was to see it launch into the air
whoo~~
well, because of the water inside it,
during launching, the person launching as well as pumping the air into the pet rocket will get wet...
hahahs~~~
Simeon, zhao gen...
well, it was fun
just that the weather a bit humid and warm so it wasn't very comfortable.

after IPW
went to caltex with Cassandra.
oh~~ Cassandra, thanks for waiting for me....
ate while gossipping
while nothing much....
but at least I got to say what I feel. :D
after eating like three things,
went home with Cassandra and Simeon.

WOW! I really had a good day today..
:)

2009-05-19T20:40:00.009+08:00

the sunset! Isn't it wonderful???

Back to posting!

18th May 2009

*************

back to school after the four days of holidays?
I guess so..
okay, I'm getting sick soon...
or maybe now, I'm considered sick already....
received my results....
I failed my maths...
how "wonderful"!
Ms Fadzlin is like so disappointed in us..
haiz~~~ so sorry Ms Fadzlin...
we've let you down again...

and also my chinese listening comprehension.
haiz~~~
first time I failed my listening...
my mum was like... fuming with anger...
*nag* *nag* *nag*

19th May 2009

**************

today the sickness was even worse...
my running nose worsen and my cough is coming....
anyways, whatever~
was halfway going through the paper
and I really really felt like sleeping....
I almost fell into deep sleep
until then, my friend called me loudly till I got shocked and wake up...
it's really terrible...
haiz~~~
it was the exam period...
staying up late to study as well to finish the art
and my immune system is weak
so because of this,
instead of getting sick before exam,
I got sick after the exam....
argh....

20th May 2009

**************

okay, I'm officially sick
my voice has changed
and I'm feeling sleepy all the time....

oh ya!
Happy Birthday to Reuben & Hwee Boon!!
:D
oh please, holidays....
please come faster...
and of course end later....
I want to use the itme to recuperate from my illness....
yeah!!!!

Oh my gosh!
I still failed my maths overall...
haiz~~~
expected..
I feel like sleeping now....
Zzzzzzz.....

2009-05-15T18:47:00.002+08:00

okays, I'm unable to go to Redang, Malaysia
so sad....
boo hoo~! :'(
hotels are fully booked....
haiz~~~~

since, then I wish I could go back to my relatives place in Malaysia.
I would be so happy if I can go back...
I really wonder why my mother want to come to Singapore to work....
if she stay in Malaysia, that would be so good!!!!!
I can visit my relatives so often lorh.....
haiz~~~ but too bad....

okay, I'm now rotting at home....
nothing to do.....
=.='

2009-05-13T13:13:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over!!!
whoo~~!!!!!! :)
finally can go out le... yeah!

I'm going to TM and T1 tomorrow, with cassandra!
whoots!

2009-05-12T11:48:00.004+08:00

okay... let me see.
I'm gonna fail Maths, Geography, Art and MT paper 1
whoa, first in time I failed so much
well, "good lucks" to me :)

10th May 2009

went to Malaysia to celebrate my mother's, mother's day
too bad, one of my cousins whole family didn't come.
their mum is restricted to eat alot of things
so my mother and my grandma decided not to ask them just in case they say that we know she's not supposed to eat but we still dragged her along
to her, it may mean that we're being very sarcastic

once we reached there,
we ate our "breakfast"
and then went to my cousin's grandma's house
after resting went to shopping...
but, that shopping was the worse shopping ever....
that shopping centre doesn't even have clothes or shoes to sell...
and I don't even have to buy anything except for snacks

I would always go to Malaysia to buy snacks
I know my mum wouldn't allow me to buy in Singapore
for don't know what reason.
anyways, I really wish I can go to Redang Beach, Malaysia.
the scenery there is like whoa! wonderful!!!!
I wanna go go GO!!!

11th May 2009

spent almost the whole day rushing through the Art work
but in the end, still, had to sleep at 1am.
and guess what, today I overslept!

cried in the morning for being so careless
I accidentally switched off the alarm and went back to sleep and I overslept...
HAHA! what a joke!
and my father still called me!
and I didn't hear the phone vibrate!!!!
that's what makes me feel even more stupid
and I cried again.

took taxi to school and paid using my own money :(
just because I overslept, I wasted my $6
almost my two day allowance!
hmph!

I'll never never sleep late again man!!!

2009-05-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

what can I draw for my Art?
it's like so difficult
I've never had to do art exam in primary and I think nobody in primary school has done before bahs.
not very sure, though.

my art is amongst all my subjects the worse subjects
I never had the interest, never had the inspiration in it
I just hate it!
okays, let's stop talking about it.
I really hate it.

yays! tomorrow, I'm going to malaysia.
but to celebrate mother's day with all the "mothers" in malaysia.
=.='
how I wish I could stay overnight there
but the problem is, I have to finish my art work...
so that's impossible.

exams are really stressing me out....
okay, whatever.
I shall stop here now.
I'm getting very irritated.

2009-05-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

AH....................!

I hate maths!
I really hate it.
I hate it lots.
I hate it loads....
well, I just hate it. The end!

today's paper is one of the worse paper,
or maybe I can say, it's the worse.
once I flipped over the page, I knew that I would not know how to do
and it really did came true.
the first question, I didn't know how to do already,
how do you expect me to do the other problems sums at the back?
that's impossible.

anyways, I'm mentally prepared to hear what's my marks
I already know that I'll fail
so, I'm not nervous nor afraid.
but still, I feel like crying
I feel so stupid.
I feel so inferior
okays, maybe that's not a good word for describing this situation.

but, yeah, I really feel stupid.

2009-05-07T19:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to HUIXIA!!!! ( 3rd May )
though it's over.... I still wanna wish you (:
sorry, that I didn't wish you on the actual day... well.... I've wrote it here!!! (:
Love you!!! My SBF(s) & FBF(s)!

hope you didn't forget what it stands for (:

2009-05-07T10:42:00.006+08:00

5th May 2009

My sister's birthday! Happy birthday to her!!! whoots! (:
had MT paper 1 and literature paper
okays, both went well.
just a bit of problem with my MT paper 1
didn't know what I was writing.... gosh~ terrible :(

6th May 2009

had the toughest paper and had geography paper.
well, don't talk about it man...
I almost cried...
From second page of my maths paper onwards, I didn't know what I was doing
I'm just substituting everything and anything..
I didn't know....
shivering while doing the paper...
geography was equally worse....
haiz~~~~ anyways, no use crying over the split milk....

Today.

had the science paper.
well, average luhhs
but I still had problems with it....
some questions I didn't revise while some I forgotten...
"good" for me....
my intuition says that i will fail this time round...
and well, I'm already prepared to do so....

about the swine flu,
it has dropped from orange to yellow!
yeah! that means no more frequent temperature taking (:

haiz~~~ so confused nowadays.
there's never a day when I'm not busy
there's always so much things to do....
and now, I'm worrying over my mum taking me overseas during the June holidays and the school's China trip.
MOE has said that schools are to cancel every overseas trip when the swine flu alert was orange
and now because it's yellow, MOE has again say that schools can continue on their overseas plan...
what the..... =.='
they think it's fun to change it here and there?
I'm fustrated man~!

Oops, just remembered,
tomorrow's the MT paper 2 and Maths paper 2
"good" lucks to me...
I shall fail my maths
and it'll come true.

2009-05-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

Had English Paper 1 & 2 today.
paper 1 was average but for letter writing,
I simply didn't know how to phrase and combine everything into a single sentence
the letter was to write about my team but I didn't know how to convert into a sentence that relates me and my teammates....
after that was paper 2, the killer paper.
I didn't know how to translate the thing and copied wholesale into the question.
It was even worse for my summary
was supposed to write not more than 150 but I wrote 203
that's terrible....
Hope that Ms Ponniah won't mark me fail....
Boo Hoo! :'(

Sim still said that hope that Ms Ponniah won't mark so strictly
but I wondered?
Is there any time/moment that Ms Ponniah wasn't lenient???
hahahs~~~
well, go with the flow.
I don't really have to foundation in English....
so, all along, I've been really happy to pass my English without failing

tomorrow's the MT paper 1 and the literature paper.
haiz~~~
hope exams pass quickly and holidays come faster....
I've got a feeling that I'll do badly for this exam....
haiz~~~
again, go with the flow.............

2009-05-02T13:38:00.002+08:00

Gosh~ there's really nothing to post during the weekends
unless I were to go out.
my exams are starting next monday
I don't expect my parents to bring me out, neither can I go out myself
well, at least I've got some pleasure at home by using the computer and by watching television
better than studying all the way.

feel like sleeping now... Zzzzzz
bye (: that's for all.

2009-05-01T21:42:00.004+08:00

I've finally updated this blog and changed the blogskin.
yeah! (:
went to Ikea & Giant this morning with my parents,
lined up and waited in Ikea just to eat our breakfast
whoosh~! we waited like about one hour before we even had a seat.
people there are like so selfish
they would just take the seat and seat there as long as they want after their meals without concerning other people.

after eating went to Giant to buy groceries for lunch and dinner.
reach-ed home at about 1pm and call-ed Cassandra up and told her about our meeting
was supposed to meet at 1.30pm but I was late so instead, I met her at 2.30pm
went on our "routine"
feeling so embarrassed with her parents.
they were like treating me things food and drinks.
I felt like as though I'm a free rider
cause I went there and I did nothing but to accept their treats
so awkward.

after receiving the treats and finishing the "routine"
bus-ed back home at about 6.20pm.
ate my dinner and now I'm here posting.

well, I'm afraid I can't post for the a long time.
I'll be busy preparing for the MYE
but I'll try....
lastly,

peeps, study hard for your exams
I wish that all of you will pass with flying colours (:

2009-04-23T20:13:00.004+08:00

today had D&T first lesson
first lesson so did not do practical
but in the end

still had to do our research at home....

wow~~ that was close..

way too close....
why does your lesson have to be at that time..
can I not see you for one day???

after recess had science, then english....
had mock exam for english.
then, watch a video --> "britain's got talent"
wow~~~ that woman's wonderful!!!

after that had geography for study programmme
discussed abt GM food
and watched the video
had to do it for homework also....
haiz~~~~
tmr got P.E lesson....
well, have to run agn I guess
just do my best.....
((:

2009-04-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

today just received the news frm cass saying that our CCA guzheng got sliver!!!
whoots~! yay!
at first wasn't that happy but at least it better than getting bronze....
and guess what???
cass scared me.... she told me we got bronze and no matter how lousy any school is, they'll at least get a bronze..
that really scared me... DUH?!

haha~~~ ((:
well, nth much today....
and I don't think I will be posting for another week unless something in school is so interesting that I really wanna post abt it
but, tags will be replied :)

good luck for my exams :)

2009-04-15T21:13:00.005+08:00

BAH BAH BAH~~~!!!

today was considered one of my tiring days...
ended school at 1.45pm and went for IT lesson..
that's like the the most energetic time of my day (:
then had to attend guzheng frm like 3.20pm to 6pm?
that's like so tiring...
had to sit there practicing the song over and over agn just to prepare for SYF
haiz~~~~

I just sat down there, almost wanting to sleep alrdy
I kept on playing the wrong thing and my whole mind was controlled over the "sleepy virus"
ahhh!!!
LOL~ =.='

and then everybody was like watching while I kept playing the wrong note
OMG! that's like soooo embarrassing :O
but luckily it wasn't a really bad mistake that will make almost everybody practicing stop and look at me... phew~!

there was a five mins interval
and guess what happened after the break
cassandra was like talking to me and suddenly all the bridges of the guzheng instruments fell down and we have to fix it back slowly..
she didn't know what happened to it....
ahaha~~! that's like so weird...
cause that's her guzheng but yet she didn't know what happened
ahaha~~! :)

today we actually went off early...
but it's also good, cause I can't 'tar han' anymore~
LOL

Cassandra and were then like deciding whether june holidays we shuld like go somewhere rather than to be cooped up at home...
we decided to go to a place where all of us will like get crazy and hyper
but not very far, as I can say....
hope some people can go but not yet decided when yet luhhs, it's too early to say anything..
((:

2009-04-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

sorry cassandra.... for the sarcastic sms-es ytd....
hahahs :)

2009-04-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

forget it all and live on with your life.....

just found out that during the June holidays, the group of reporters and some people will be going to China
that's way too cool~~!

Ms Lee (chinese teacher), she said that we'll be going to a place.... don't know how to spell it out....
she say that the place is very good for shopping~!!!!
OMG!!!
if I were to go, I'm sure I'll shop shop shop till I drop!
haha :D

but, my mum said that she'll be going to malaysia redang!!!
I wanna go~~~~~
the sand there is like so fine
and the waters there are so blue.....
OMG!!!!
If I'm there I'm sure to take loads and loads of pictures just like when I went to Korea (:

today, maths teacher, Ms Fadzlin, she didn't come as she's the teacher in charge for the malay dance SYF.
had test for maths...
urgh! the maths paper was like damn damn difficult?!
there were like 4 questions on the algebra manipluation and I only know how to do one?
and the one more question is the graph question which I luckily knew how to do it....
so overall, I really failed for the test....
cheers for me!!! LOL

today simeon was like scaring me...
Oh please~~~

she told me that eating maggi mee not good for the health
will tio cancer
she said that there's one girl who died because of eating too much maggi mee
and when she died, the doctors opened up her body and to find out that......,
the girl's stomach is filled with candle wax!!!
ew.... it's so gross
I even swear to her that, frm tomorrow onwards,
I'll nvr eat maggi mee agn.... nvr nvr nvr!!!
hahahs :)

2009-04-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

yeah, give it all up.... don't keep your hopes high anymore, just, let it go ....

Dad drove me to school today.... thank you so muchhhhh :)
I still remember last time.
what I wuld do to my father and I really really regret it.

I really hurt his heart
I didn't do my duty as his daughter.
I really gulity of that... and I promised to myself that....
no matter what happens, I will not vent my anger on him.

frm what I know, my dad temper has also not been good...
as a result, I hate his character and personality.
I wuld, always, scold him over the smallest reasons and matters.
There's once, when he wanted to slap me in the face, I said harshly to him:
" don't you dare to slap me! if I were to bleed, you'll go into jail~"
and that's when, I could see his eyes, close to tears and asking me, "do you know who I am to you?" all I did, was to stare back at him....

but after that scolding, I really went to do some reflection on myself....
what right do I have to scold him?
He's my father and I just spoke so rudely to him.... will he feel hurt?
will he not talk to me agn?
I really thought alot....
I'm scared.... but I don't know why....

since then on, I didn't dare to utter a word in front of him and I didn't dare to scold him....
all I didn't was to just gobble down all my anger cause I think I really owe him too too too too much.... :(

okays... back to topic (:

copied maths homework....
and talk talk talk....
but I realised something abt me....
I always have nth talk abt.... and usually during the first day of the week.
that's why people may think I'm quiet but I'm actually sorta "talkative" hahahs :D
maybe it's because of the different CCA I have with other people and what they normally like to talk abt aren't my interest.... but, relax
I'll start improving on that....

after school, went to the library.
Oh yah, I just forgotten that I've just borrow a novel, I guess
well, frm what it says, it is interesting, but I've yet to read it~~~

then went to caltex and when cassandra came, went home together :)

sleeping early today....
so that I can wake up tomorrow....
*yawns*
byes :D

2009-04-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

wells, nothing much today....
I'm so bored today...
didn't go out for the whole day, except in the morning(for breakfast)
and then it's like the rest of the day I just stayed at home, cooped up in my room and like doing nothing'?
tomorrow I'm going to Malaysia which I think that people may think that it's like, out of the ordinary to go to Malaysia in the midst of the year where like every pupil like my age has to study...

but in anyway, we're just going to Malaysia tomorrow(:
so...., back to my day, my life

in the evening after my mum brought my brother for tuition and came back,
went downstairs to play badminton and my other siblings riding on the bicycle
then went up again at about 7.30pm
bathe, ate, watch TV and now I'm here blogging..........

I wanted to post about some other things that happened like a few days before but I can like rarely remember them...
so....., haiz~ just forget about it :)

I simply just can't forget you.... :'(
get out of my life can you???
LEAVE, can you???

when I'm about to forget all about you, you'll suddenly appear in front of me and remind me of everything, including the past.
I don't know how you feel about me but I want an explanation from you.... to me and one girl...
she too, can't forget abt you, she too keeps talking about you
but, you've never explain clearly enough for both of us to understand...
you think you're so fortunate to be liked by both? to not be forgotten by both?
yes, you are fortunate to be liked by two girls but what about us?
have you spare a thought for us?

your vague explanation is making us, both very miserable
she my bestest friend of all my friends but yet, we're love rivals.
I don't wish to fall out with her one day just because of you.
so, I wish wish WISH that you will explain to both of us one day, and clearly that where does your heart belongs to, and who do you wanna be with,
so clearly that, one of the girls knows that she'll have to back out from this "competition"~.
But, I....., do still like you :)

2009-04-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

yays! we won for tuesday sports day.
(as in the whole class progress)

after sports day which was in the morning, then went to eat and went home to prepare to go out in the evening agns
and I was being forced to go. Haiz~~
waited for cassandra at the bus inter coz' she haven't reached yet.
she arrived in like another 15 mins??
then went to the MRT station to meet the others.

*skip* skip*

after Mr Kar Leong came, went to eat pizza hut.
and then talk talk about stuff while waiting for food to be serve.
I then notice that Jia Wei loves to daydream
he's like sitting there and then looking into the air, or else will be like staring at something for sometime.
while sitting there, byran yew, another PDP guy, he sat in front of me... face to face.
he kept on looking at me, look look look....
make me very uncomfortable leh....

then went to the whatever plaza
played and chatted for a while then went home....
that day was like the most hilarious day lor....
but hwee boon didn't come....
haiz~~~~

others will be posted tmr, I guess :)

2009-03-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahaahahahahahahahah~~~~~!!!
I'm so happy! :D :D :D :D
but I also don't know or what reason...
okay... today bused to school
almost late!!!
the bus came late 10 mins
very anxious while waiting for the bus...
didn't want to be late, I don't wanna run!!!
haha :D but of coz' I didn't run :D

first period was english
haiz~~~ boring luhhs
then after that was F&N
change teacher le!!!
yays!!!!
her teacher was like much much fun than the previous teacher?
she at least would crack jokes and was like more organised :)
we made pastry!
yum yum~~!

then was recess
nth want la... recess
as usual tok tok tok
laugh laugh laugh
then went back to class liao.... how time flies yeah??

then was science and then was english
english lesson seemed like as though it was going to take forever
then actually teacher wanted to show us a video abt sexual education
but too bad, visualiser wasn't doing it's part...
so cnt watch lorh... haha
dont care la....

after school, went to caltex with cassandra and simeon!!
stayed at caltex till abt 4.30pm while simeon went home first cause her friend reached her hse alrdy
chatted lots man~
then, bused back home... :)

2009-03-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

er.... hpm....
okay, let me see...
actually was supposed to post some pic but I don't think I wanna do it right now... kinda lazy
maybe the nxt post :)

today went for guzheng lesson and as usual... got scolding cause I didn't follow the rythem of the song...
haiz~~~~ nvr did I attended one lesson without getting any scolding
well, I'm used to it anyways
haha~~
after that went to eat lunch cause by the time it ends it was like abt almost 12?
went back to my house nearby to eat...
then went to NTUC
then went home...
sunday's nth special and I've got nth to tok abt everytime when it comes to sunday...

then let's tok abt yesterday...
er... do chores in the morning
practised guzheng in the afternoon
went to whitesands in the evening
and then, at night practised guzheng agn

haiz~~~ can my weekends be anything even more boring???
but I'm alrdy used to it luhhs...
but just hpe can go out more often or else I won't be able to wear finish my clothes....
I wanna go Giant!
I wanna buy something there!!!!
I crazy over the thingy...pls.... bring me there as soon as possible...

2009-03-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

my room is so chaotic =.='
i doubt except for me nobody can stay in this room :) haha~~!

the cupboard that's actually used to keep clothes?

the study table of mine....

my place... filled with books

my sis's bed?

and of coz' my bed

can you live in that kinda room???

I doubt so... yeah??? haha~~!

2009-03-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

back to posting!!! :D
it's like almost 2 days since I posted???(I think)=.=
saturday and sunday did nothing special
just kept on practicing guzheng like siao....
haiz~~~
but I like the songs (:

damn damn bored....
haiz~~~ nth to post abt....
oh ya!
I got back my geog results...
and guess what??
it's the lowest among all the other marks I've got
I've only 29/50?
then Mdm Ho was like down there praising last yr's sec 2E...
haiz~~~ yeah yeah, they're much more cleverer... we "know"......

today actually had the heats
well.... all thanks to the rain, the heats was cancelled
then had to go for the oral presentation lesson...
it was damn hilarious....
after the break, we had to do presentation of one particular question
I didn't know what to say!!!!!
my mind just suudenly went blank!

there's two groups talking abt R-rated movies
and that was the hilarious part!! hahah :D
our whole class laugh liao.... crazy peeps... hahahahahaha :D
(shall not say any other xtra info abt it)

2009-03-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

okay, this photo is in the wrong position.... so sorry...
guess which subject marks is this???
so low... sure is maths la....
haiz~~~
this is even lower then any other sub...
but I still don't know my geog...
and i don't feel like knowing anw...

today after school had life science workshop till like 5.30??
had a break at abt 3.20
went with sim and three other people to watch the other GB members marching...
so cool!!!!
hahah~~! that's why I regretted for joining guzheng.... argh!

after life science went to caltex with neo min, jia lin, and sim
ate abit there and tok tok with them before going home.... shahir and azeem were also there....
then ask abt things that they had nvr asked me b4
like why I'm so quiet in class? how much is my aggregate for PSLE?
haha~~!
I nvr tok so much to them anws....
seldom...

after eating, then went home with sim cause very late le....
so that's the end of today....
tmr I have home econ practical...
I'm nervous man....

2009-03-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

today got back english results!!!!
I've got like.... uh.... this is even not gd than the sci paper....
I've only got like 18/30???
argh!
hahahahahahahahahaha :D
I sorta crazy today....

I'm still damn fustrated over this marks....
quite low alrdy....
haiz~~~~ :'(
evon got 19 and sim also
and I've got 18
this is really...... argh.....!!!

nth really happened today....
ms fadzlin nvr come, mdm Ho didn't go thru' the geog paper cause not enough time
so only know my english marks....
haiz~~~~
today, I'm just so sian...
don't know why....
mayb bcoz' today nth happened?
lol =.='

2009-02-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

today got back science results and I've got.....

37.5/50

it's so poor!
argh! if I read the question in section A properly I should have gotten higher!
darn it!
teacher still say I got improve... it's like what the....

nth happened today
everything's normal....
had my P.E lesson
had my recess
had my geog, music and science lesson
today's P.E lesson wasn't that fun...
all we did was floorball...
ew.... I hate that!

our first so call competitor is anabelle's grp
while playing, anabelle accidently hit evon's leg
evon cried ): cause pain mah....
then change another competitor
haiz~~~ nth fun
haven't finish lesson, HB class come liao...
haiz~~~ simeon go say so loud " why nvr say hello??"
damn embarassing leh....

after P.E was geog
geog teacher nvr tell us anything one...
not fun one lorh....
but I think by monday shuld go thru' alrdy...
whoo~~~ I can't wait!
haha~~! :D

2009-02-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

okay~~~ today was the longest day ever!
(I think) =.='
had maths exam paper.
oh ya, I forget to tell all of you, I had common test since Monday
mon-> was language arts paper, tues-> goeg, wed-> science and today of course-> maths

I don't know how to do the last third question!!!!
argh!!! >:(
I forgotten the formula....
then was F&N
haven't do the research but teacher didn't mind after all
did the don't know wadeva smelling, tasting
ew.... when it comes to tasting the three types of orange juice I dont dare to taste...
how am I suppose to know whether the juices are comtaminated with other people's saliva?

after recess, was science
went thru' science MCQ questions
I've only got 16/20
argh! got one I nvr read properly
if got read properly then won't choose that answer liao...
argh argh argh!!! damn BU SHUANG!

then after science was english...
*sigh* this is the subject that made the day seem so long....
4 periods of english
4 periods teaching the same thing....
damn borredddd....
I hate it when it comes to thursday...
4 periods of english ans straight after that, it's IPW!
tiring man....
and today more worse, after that it was raining heavily!

imagine, going home in such a big rain?
shared my umbrella with three other people and that makes four people using the one umbrella
me and simeon stand behind bcoz' I'm going to caltex while syafirah and farhana is going to the bus stop....
fetched them to the bus stop my whole back was wet!!!!
OMG!!! the shirt is going to be transparent!
but luckily was behind not in front
hahah~~! lol

after eating went to bus stop and saw cassandra walking... to the bus stop
then went home together :)
tok tok abt the exam paper and I got off and bye bye :)
<>

2009-02-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

aw.... leg pain again... darn it!
all because of the running that I did during P.E lesson yesterday

hey, this book is nice.... if wanna lend it...

ask neo min...

haha~~! :)

2009-02-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

only two choco for valentine's this yr
but that's enough
hehe :D

today I can absorb everything teacher say
whoo~~~! finally
after P.E, my leg was gawd damn pain
it's like some sort of sprained, but it's not exactly sprain
but now it's okay alrdy
everytime P.E always like that
it's the problem since I was young

after P.E, going back to class
still at the netball court,
fire alarm rang
my class is the first class to get into the field
just a few steps and that will do
haha~~!

went back to class after fire drill
geography!
our class was like abnormally quiet
it's not the quiet we used to have
but Mdm Ho told us some mental disorders
and we became active agn~~!

I don't know why but our class seems to be interested in this kinda lesson
haha~~! :D
I was quite hyper the whole day as there's so many choco to eat
choco makes people hyper
even though I ran alot during P.E
I can still laugh, run and joke abt with my frens
that's the first time I'm able to do it
normally after P.E I will not talk unless there's problems or whatsoever

*skip*

after school, accompany simeon and evon to the toliet then go home liao
actually wanna buy curry puff wan...
but wait quite long so in the end without getting the curry puff, I went home
but got buy bitter choco
so bitter!!!
hahahehehoho~~!

2009-02-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

the path to nature!!!!

that's what vincent wrote on the sand :))

the mud!!! got hole hole hole one...

nice, wonderful sencery!!!!

shahir holding on the the crabbie!!! ew.....

something growin' on the stone... I think it's fungi

earthworm!!!!! yucks :$

dead fish... I seldom see that...

dead jellyfish... first time see dead jellyfish!!!

the pics has done their talking...

now it's mine:))

as you see, those pics are taken at sungei tampines ytd.

it was fun man!!

though it's sorta tired and digusting

I still like it :))

today went to school

my dad drive me to school

not even 7am I reach school le

hahahs :D I nvr reach school so early before

even evon's shocked

what's wrong with me???!!!

why can't I absorb whatever teacher teaches me???

I have some difficulty in understanding....

it's so confusing

but I'll have to work extra hard to get into the class I want

it doesn't matter if I'm slow

I just have to study, practice, study and practice

I have to give in more effort tha everybody else

how I wish I can be as clever as Evon

she can even get better maths test marks when she nvr study

her ears are sharp... haha :D

after school, saw HB

he smiled to me

smile back of coz'

don't be rude....

cass say that HB won't smile and say hello to her

it's weird isn't it???

she'll have to ask him...

2009-02-09T21:27:00.001+08:00

it's been three days since the last post!!!!
friday my mum don't let me use com, saturday I was out and sunday I was busy with homework
busy eh????
haiz~~~~
tomorrow going to sungei tampines!!!!
whoo~~~~ take pictures upload into computer
but the thing I'm scared is abt the mosquitoes there
ewww..... I hate mosquitoes
can they not come tmr??? =.='

today went to school as usual
sang two times of national anthem =.= sianzxzxzxz
why can't just sing one time???
when did this school become so strict???
even ms guok is going to spot check....
haiz~~~~

saw HB two times today
b'fore recess time sms-ed him too
to ask questions of course
don't understand why this afternoon when I saw him climbing up the stairs I ran up to third floorr
I wanna go down to the first level but once I saw him I ran up and came donwn agn when he's gone
mayb I've got phobia....
hahahs :))

do I still like HB, I wonder???
I feel weird whenever I see him
but I don't have the "hot" feelings for him either...
but I'll feel jealous sometimes when somebody says that he likes somebody...
what's the matter with me???
argh >:(
I think I've got some problems surfacing up....
sometimes I feel tempted to say I miss him or whatsoeva but in the end I'll still say... I miss him as a fren...
cause we seldom talk anymore.... :(

boo hoo :( :( :( :(
what's for tomorrow???
okay, wait there's one song that's gonna make me cry alrdy....
I think I'll end here :) :(

2009-02-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

can't see properly...

hahahs:) sorry

I shall write it out

I'm no longer yours to keep

I'm no longer yours to hold

I'm no longer yours to love

you'll find someone better than me

so, let me go

go away, fly away

I needa be alone

No relationship,

means no fighting

It's like sad...

that's why I specially took a photo of it...

2009-02-03T20:31:00.001+08:00

finally back to posting....
Saturday, went out to eat with my aunt from my mum's side and to shop for a while and go to their hse
Sunday, went to my eldest aunt and my second aunt from my dad's side
then after that, went to my mum's friend house and my mum cousins house
that day really receive gawd damn lots of ang paos....
whoa, I'm getting' rich
hahahs, just joking'

today, went to school as usual
nth really happened
now then I realised that in sec 2's there's like so many projects
haiz~~~~
one project for art and one project for English
that's lots to me
I hate projects...

study programme...
ms Ponniah left us alone doing our own work
she has to guard on 2F
none of us actually did anything
just talk to our friends like nobody business
after study programme,
waited for Cassandra and went home together with Simeon...
that's all for today...

2009-01-30T16:13:00.001+08:00

yeah!! it's finally Friday!!!
another two more days and it's February...
whoo~~~ :)) and soon it's going to be march and the holidays will come....
YES!!! :)
I'm so happy :D

today same as usual...
go to school...
there's P.E today...
I have to admit that even though this year's P.E teacher's fierce, his P.E lesson are more fun than expected...
we did the jumping jack...
the last round I was so confused already
it's like keep on doing the same thing lorh...
then went for a "jog" around the field...
after the "jog", did the throwing of putt ball ( I think it's spelled this way)

after P.E was geography...
haiz~~~ geography...
though I like Mdm Ho, she's like always picking on us
almost every lesson we'll get scolding from her
she'll say that our class spelling is terrible and we have bad attitude and so many others
and today, she scolded us because of the homework that she gave us
she expect us to give more professional answers if there's essays questions
and some of us only gave like either few words or a sentence...
haiz~~~
this yr we seem to create lots of problems...
last yr it wasn't like that...
maybe our class really needs to improve...

*skip*

last period was science...
did the ray diagram...
corrections for so many times
haiz~~~
I'm so eager to go off but just because of the ray diagram need tostay back until 1pm
so sorry Cassandra...
I didn't get to pei you to eat lunch... I'm sorry :((
next time I'll sure pei you...
after the science thingy I wanted to find Cassandra actually but I saw zhang lao shi so I quickly ran off...
I'm very sorry Cassandra...
I made lots of empty promises...
sorry :(

2009-01-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

school as usual today...
nth interesting I think has happened in school after I came back from malaysia
haiz~~~ so uninteresting
I wish I can go back to malaysia and study there...
but I know that's impossible...
and I don't wanna change school so suddenly...
I have friends here so I don't wanna change school and go into a strange environment....

but I love my cousins so much...
though once I reach school all the pain will be gone but once I come home...
the memories that I've spent there all comes back and I'll have to bear the pain of leaving them agn....
why must I be born in singapore???
why must my mum come to singapore???
if she nvr comes to singapore, I'll not be born in singapore and I won't live so far away frm my relatives...
I really really miss them...
to me, nobody can really fit into my heart except for my family including my relatives and any other people that has to do with me....
I'll nvr forget them... even if I die...
:((

okay... back to topic...
yeah, today F&N did prac work...
borin'...
I wanna do cooking instead of prac work...
then 4 periods of ENGLISH!!!
argh!!! >:(
that's the most boring lesoson today...
that's why I always dreaded english but it's singapore's national language so no matter what I have to learn it
haiz~~~~
so BORING!!!!!
darn it!!!
I wish I was still in malaysia!!! :((

I'm now wishing that the march holidays come faster so I can go back to malaysia agns!!!
WHOO~~~~
ya, I also wish that I'll be an adult soon...

2009-01-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

cute isn't she??? haha:)) lol

my cousin looking into my camera :))

my sis, bro and me in the car on the day going to malaysia

i think that's it.... very less only but at least it better then nth...

:)))

2009-01-28T18:55:00.001+08:00

back to Singapore!!!
not happy at all...
I wish I can stay in Malaysia longer...
I really miss my relatives there...
I miss my cousins too..
*sob*

the three days in malaysia was fun
I didn't count tuesday cause tuesday I was just like there until eleven o'clock and then on the way to singapore...
the night when I reach singapore, while I was lying on my bed I thought of the fun things that I did in malaysia, and that's when my heart was so pain
I cried for quite long...
how I wish I was born in malaysia...
but I too, wish that's I'm born in singapore...
my cousins' ends at nxt week but ours ends ytd...

if I was born in malaysia, maybe I'll nvr know what's english...
if I was born in malaysia, I wuld know how to speak malay
if I was born in malaysia, my life wuld be tougher...
haiz~~~ life wuld change drastically if I was born in malaysia...
but I really wanna stay with my cousins...
but I can't study in malaysia coz their standards are different and I don't understand malayu
which is their common language...

in singapore I only have like less than 5 relatives...
in malaysia it's countless man...
well... now I just wish that holiday come faster and I'll be able to go back to malaysia agns!!!
whoo hoo~~~~~~

oh yeah, photos will be uploaded later... and soon :))

2009-01-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

well, actually there's much more photos but that's alot so I couldn't possibly upload so much....

everybody seems so busy....

we're busy decorating the classroom for the chinese new year class decoration competition...

but obviously I didn't do anything... but can say I did some also but not as much as other people... cause I was busy taking photos!!! whoo~~~

cool!!! I just changed my blogskin... this blogskin is nice...

I love it gawd damn lots!!!

today, which is the friday, had P.E the first period...

did running around the whole school and this was my first time running all the way without walking... Whoo~~~ congrats to me...

yeah, I know, that's lame...=.='

then did the sprinting from here to there, there to here...

and my ankle has this problem that when I run, it'll get pain like the last time...

it's a sharp piercing pain...

if I walk slow it will be pain but not as pain as I walk fast or run...

if I walk fast or even run, it'll get so the gawd damn pain until I have to hop with one leg and the other leg in the mid-air coz' I can't walk at all!!!

but today was okay...

after I came hme no prob alrdy...

tomorrow I'm going to Malaysia!! Whoots!!!

can meet my relatives and celebrate chinese new year and most of all...

collect ang paos!!!

yeah~!!!

coming back to school on the thursday cause I'll be still in malaysia until the wednesday then I come back

wish everybody a Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Whoots!!! =.=' hahahs:D

2009-01-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

today went to giant for breakfast as I have guzheng lesson ltr on...
after eating went to buy some groceries...
after paying while checking all the things that we've bought...,
I saw some people whom I nvr saw before in real life...
I saw yvonne lim xiang ping and two other mediacorp artiste...

I was like.... dumbfounded!!
I nvr in my life imagined that i'll see medaicorp artiste in the public...
but I saw three today...
it's the greatest shock of my life....

but I soon recovered frm the shock....
went for guzheng lesson...
teacher was like the whole way thru' noticing me...
when she told us to play the first song...
my hands trembled...
cause i'm scared that I'll get scolded...
when we played finished... she told me to play it myself for her to listen...
and that's where I got another shock...
did I play it wrongly?? I thought...
but it was actually she thoought that i cnt catch up...
while I was playing, I hit a lot of wrong notes but I guess teacher saw my hands trembling...
it was shaking very vigoriously...

this teacher ears are very sharp....
when one whole group plays one song, she can hear who's the one who played wrongly and is the guzheng tuned correctly...
so I dare not make a mistake...

after guzheng lesson went to my house nearest coffee shop to eat lunch....
then went home... then read books, do house chores and do the remaining geography homework...
and now I'm her using the computer agn...
oh yeah, nxt week i'm not going to post...
saturday I'm going to malaysia to visit my relatives so as to celebrate chinese new yr...
won't be back until tuesday.... or mayb even wednesday... see first.. :D
that's all for today....

2009-01-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

whoo hoo~~~~
finally back to the computer...
oh yeah, abt yeaterday....
all the sec 2's have IPW project...
we was supposed to have a fifteen minutes break but ms ponniah let us off late...
so in the end, evon, simeon and me came back late...
well, I don't blame the teacher cause it's partially our fault too...
we didn't keep track of the time
and we were like late by ten minutes...
okays.... that's worse...
and we delayed the whole class time... so sorry :(

today after school, there's IT lesson at 2.20pm...
went to evon's hse before going for the IT lesson....
ok luhhs, her hse....
after the IT lesson went home...
nth to do in school...
it's like after school reopens, everyday in school is like so boring....
just study....
nothing fun actually happened...
just some jokes or some others...

everybody's getting busy....
all the sec 2's last yr are already in sec 3's now
and it's very busy...
the sec 3's last yr are now sec 4's and they have to prepare for their 'O' or 'N' levels....
and last yr sec 1's are now sec 2's and have to study hard cause this yr got streaming...
last yr's everything has jusy disappeared within the two months holidays...
now I feel really empty...

very very empty...
now I still can occasionally meet up with cassandra, but very soon she'll be busy with her sec 3's things and I won't get to see her anymore... :(
haiz~~~ don't talk abt all this things already...
it's gonna make me cry....
so that's it... :D

2009-01-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

finally can use my computer!!! :))
it's like almost two weeks that I have not touch the computer...

I'm very busy since the school reopens....
my mum doesn't allow me to use the com too
it's like I'm restricted to do everything since school reopens
suayy arh....
it's either have to do school homework or needa revise whatever teacher has taught
I hardly ever go out too(except for saturday and sunday)

I only get to hang out with cassandra last friday throughout the whole week...
she's a peer leader and since the sec one's has just "entered" the school
she needs to help for the orientation and the activities
but I think nxt week will be ok...
she won't be that busy....
it's like very long since I ever met her....
during the holiday we nvr meet up
after school reopen the few days also nvr see her...
only that friday...

today went to whitesands to eat Macdonalds for breakfast
then shop shop her shop shop there
my siblings and me then went to popular...
I bought chicken soup....
erm... I meant the book chicken soup...
not the chicken soup...
LOL

I spent almost half day there then went to changi to eat lunch
ate chicken rice there...
after that went home....
and now I'm here blogging....
and I'm ending it soon...

BYE :D

2008-12-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

whee~~~ another two days school gonna reopen alrdy....
another one more day is New Year's day!!!
haiz~~~ I really wish now is still november....
time flies very quickly.... holiday past so fast but days in school past so slow....

today my mum went to work in the morning....
woke up at around 11.15...
after eating breakfast do housechores...
practice guzheng then watch tv, eat lunch....
just like that... evening, eat dinner...
practiced guzheng agn...
watch the show "little nyonya"

yuzhu very poor thing leh....
being raped by the Robert Zhang still not enough...
Robert Zhang still let the British/American man rape her....
in the end, she became crazy....
she very pitiful....
haiz~~~

2008-12-26T15:43:00.001+08:00

I'm back from a long long holiday man!!!
school is gonna reopen next week...
haiz~~~ so fast....
my grandma and my cousin is gonna go back to Malaysia this Saturday which is tomorrow...
how I wish they could stay longer....

On Wednesday, I like to thank the people who wish-ed me happy birthday...
I thought alot of people have already forgotten but I didn't expect that there were five people from PDP who wish me, one from my class and another one was my primary school SBF(special best friend)....
alot of you may think it's less, but to me, it's alot already....
I very thankful to them. (:

24th December 2008

went to Century Square Jack's place to eat lunch...
yummy!!! the food there is delicious....
after eating went to shop for a while and went home cause my dad needs to work...
the celebration didn't just end there....
when we reach home we cut the cake for dinner...
after we just watch television....
watch, watch, watch...

that's all for today....

2008-12-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

sorry... I have not been posting for quite long....
I chasing a show so I have no time to post... well,
anyways, I gonna tell you that I'm still not gonna post for a long time....
so sorry...