received chemistry paper today.
I was quite relieved to know that I've got 21.5/25!
but, I've got two careless mistakes!
argh. :/
I should have read the questions carefully.
my gosh. if I did read them carefully,
I guess I would have gotten 23. haiz~

sometimes, watching TV programmes,
seeing how guy's propose...
there were all sorts of ways.
it's like so romantic.
there was a few couples, during valentine's day,
they brought their girlfriend to the under waterworld and propose to them.
One was carrying a huge bouquet of roses,
the second knelt down in front of everyone,
and the third,
he put on the finding nemo suit,
and knelt down in front of his girlfriend
to propose.
it's like so romantic lahs!

but, if it was for me
I want something even special.
hahs!
but I don't know what yet.
and I'm not at that kind of age YET.

okay, today was a normal school day.
had lessons going on again..
blah blah...
nothing interesting for today.
only getting chemistry results.
waiting in progress for my other results.



Hey, isn' this beautiful?
It's made of diamonds...
I got a surprise when I saw this picture.
It's sooooo beautiful.
Oh my!

had two papers today.
common test is finally over.
haha. sorta of relaxed now
but thinking of the following exams coming up this year,
my head is still big. it's not shrinking.
ha.ha

naths was a total wreck
questions such as prefixes,
I did revise, but it didn't came out
instead, it was terametre.
Oh gosh.
I didn't revise that.
just anyhow wrote the power and solve it.
many people were saying that the paper is difficult.
and well, it's partially true.
:(

next was science.
I got the first question wrong!
haiz~
anyways, I hope I'll pass.
Please, I begging you.

had two common test papers today..
I'm not sure whether I would pass, but a strong feeling that
I may fail them.
social studies, needless to say,
it's damn difficult.
I didn't even know what to write
totally wrote nonsense in it.
ha.ha

english was even worse.
somehow, english is also not the subject for me
I have no inspirations on every topic
I used to write real life stories but just editing some of the things inside
when I was in primary school.
but now, it seems that I've got nothing to write.
I can speak, but I can't write.
Oh my!

there's maths and science tomorrow
hope I score better in these two
but, the way Ms Lau told us about the difficulty of the paper, it seems that
I'm going to fail.
but well, don't think of the negative side first,
always think positive. :D

common test! :/
I'm scared...
if I'm not able to cope now,
what am I going to do next year?
I'll be at the back,
and no matter how I run to chase up with them, I'll still remain behind. :(

why do I suddenly think of you?
I cut off all contact from you alrdy...
I don't even want to think of you anymore.
you hurt me once, and not anymore.
I'm not going to let you enter my heart and break it up into pieces.
Never!
my heart is as hard as a stone
I'm not letting anybody in,
no matter how much they touch me. ( at least not now.)
I don't want to waste my time on that kind of thing,
distracting me from my studies.
Ha.ha.ha

went to malaysia last saturday
though there wasn't any activity there,
but somehow, I really enjoyed my time there.
on saturday, when we reached there, it was almost 9pm.
ate our dinner.
my grandma cooked delicious food!
YUM! :D
then watched television there.
I like to watch the television there.
somehow, it's nicer
:)

bathe, played with fireworks and then rest
and sleep. :)

sunday

went to A'famosa
it was a combine place
with water world, 'safari' and some other things.
not sure though.
saw all the animals
they were not caged up.
but we people were caged up. haha.

saw a camel!
in singapore's zoo, is there camel?
I doubt I've seen one there.
malaysia's very hot, so I guess the the camel's able to survive.
they make the environment look like as though it's in a desert.
saw tiger and lions.
not very nice.
they were so skinny and haggard
this isn't the environment for them to live in
and, they feed on chickens.
how can they?
they should be able to catch their own food.
haiz~

Happy Chinese New Year! :D
finally, the day I'm anticipating has arrived, though I feel some sort of bored
staying at home all day.
Had reunion dinner yesterday.
was damn full after eating. :)

went to Sheng Hong temple around midnight yesterday..
had some rituals there
not very sure though (I was not willing to go, at first)
watched the lion dance and went home.
it was like so late alrdy.. about 2am.

going out to Sentosa later.
my dad has to work..
argh.. he's a workaholic. :(
I read finish breaking dawn alrdy..
considering whether to re-read the other books again
should I?

I'm going to visit my auntie tomorrow
sorta scared.
they're demanding and all they ask about my siblings and me
is studies. haiz~

had a busy day today!
skipped lesson for the whole day
I'm going to need to ask around for people to tell me the homework.
hey, can anybody tell me what to do?
I'm lost..
I doubt I can find my way out from this big 'maze'

I shoulda gone to school no matter how sick I was.
and now, I'm stuck.
so stuck... like a super glue sticking on paper.
maybe, I find my way out from here.
MAYBE~

had one whole day of performance today
was damn nervous okays..
the first performance was a total wreck
my hands are shivering non-stop and I can't catch up
argh!
but the problem is that we've just master the piece of song,
but we don't have a strong rapport to play this well.
but, we've got to play this song...
or not, we'll be laughed at.
ha.ha.ha

stayed back for a tweeny bit after school
for the class CNY decors! :s
boring. duh?
and the boys...
what a abnormal idea to have the ang pows pasted with judgers
looking it from the outside?
and with blue tacks... *dot dot dot.

I ever wonder what would have happened if I wasn't born in Singapore,
but in America?
would my personality be different?
would I have a same normal life like now?
I bet everything will be different...
nothing will be like now.

I want to study overseas..............
will I have the chance to?
hope so.

went to Vivocity today!
Yipee! had a great time. :)
cracked silly jokes with cassandra
it's been like a loooong time since I last went out with her. :)
aw~~ I missed going out with her so muccccchh.. :D
but all we did was window shop
HA.HA
everything was so expensive and nothing suits me.
I don't find those clothes appealing...

maybe there's something wrong with me..
Maybe~

why is so many things happening these days?
I can't get the whole picture thru' my head.
everything now is messing with my vision.
Haiz~

chinese new year is coming! :)
I love it... hehe :D
I've been anticipating this day for like since school reopen
but this year, I'm not going back to Malaysia
neither do I want to go back
...... something just happened.

shock to say,
can anyone believe that I'm still reading Breaking Dawn?
haha~! I know, it's unbelievable.
this is the...... I guess 4th time reading it...
I don't know why, but it's very captivating.
I can imagine how the 'Renesmee' look like.
I bet if I were to see her in person,
I would cry. (cry of envy & jealousy)

haven't been posting for like 12345 weeks alrdy...
hadn't got the mood to post...
argh! dealing with homeworks right now...
there's going to be lots of homework during this looooong weekend.
be prepared! :D

accompanying cassandra to Vivocity tomorrow!
I'm sorta happy! :D
I don't get to go so far away before and I wanna window shop
considering whether to buy things
but they must be appealing or suit me at the point of time :)
speaking of which,
I'm getting more and more excited!
haha~! :D

there's guzheng performance tomorrow...
I'm going to miss one whole day of lessons!
I don't want to.............
I missed two days of lesson last wk and now another time...
I've got the feeling that I can't catch up with alot of things... I've got to HURRY!!!!

common test's coming ..
I'm scared!!