Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:25 PM
why is it so hard to do it?!
I've been hurt by you so many times and I do not want to be hurt again...
you're always like this?
but I've in no power to control you...
28 days to the wedding!
hahaha~!
it seems lame...
my mum says that we're maybe going back on the 25th september...
friday!
yes!!!
but thinking of it,
I feel so nervous...
I'm scared that I'll make a fool of myself.
that's what I always do on important occassions..
LOL
should I believe in you again?
I don't want to get hurt again...
I don't want to be trick by you
I want to trust you completely, but I can't.
your actions make me so insecure..
should I go back to my primary school?
I'm thinking of not going back..
what's the use of going back?
I don't think the teachers even recognise me or even know me...
haiz~~~
but even if I were to go, I would only meet my chinese teacher whom I always cause trouble for during my primary school years... hahaha~~~! :)