FINALLY~~~
I recovered from the flu...
yeahs!

FINALLY~~~
school holidays are here.
yeahs!!!
I can stay at home and coop myself within the computer!!!
whoo~~~ and then I can watch BOF!!!

sorry for not posting a long time....
very sorry!!!

I want to own a earpiece!!!
I'm dying for one....
asking my friend whether I could buy from her...
but, that's expensive
I don't think I'll be able to buy....
boo hoo~~~

received my report book today...
argh!
my chinese has greatly deproved.... (though I don't know whether there's such a word)
and I realised that I failed my literature in CA1
haiz~~~
had only two A2(s)
I'm going to get two A1 for the next two exams....
I promise.....

Ms Ponniah was suppose to meet my dad today...
but my dad has to go to work last minute...
okays, that's bad.
but she will call next monday...
and my parents are so going to nag at me again...
okays, that's so irritating...
and infuriating.
>:(

AH~~!!
I can't stand it any longer!
I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow..
before I cough blood out..

today Ms Ponniah was talking to us about their teacher's meeting and about our results,
compared to other class.
well, I agree that Ms Ponniah actually has put in effort to help us...
she even arranged so many things...
wow~~

I felt so guilty towards the teachers
so sorry~
this time, I'm really determined to do my best for my next two exams,
especially the end of year exam which determines,
which class I'll go to.
I will not drop down
and neither do I want to...
It'll be so embarrassing to some of my mother's friends,
if they were to know that I've been retained to stay
when actually I'm an express student...
I'll also feel disgusted by myself if I were to drop...
okay, 'touch wood'
it'll not happen, if I study hard..

today, had the pet rocket workshop
well, the only interesting part was to see it launch into the air
whoo~~
well, because of the water inside it,
during launching, the person launching as well as pumping the air into the pet rocket will get wet...
hahahs~~~
Simeon, zhao gen...
well, it was fun
just that the weather a bit humid and warm so it wasn't very comfortable.

after IPW
went to caltex with Cassandra.
oh~~ Cassandra, thanks for waiting for me....
ate while gossipping
while nothing much....
but at least I got to say what I feel. :D
after eating like three things,
went home with Cassandra and Simeon.

WOW! I really had a good day today..
:)




the sunset! Isn't it wonderful???








Back to posting!




18th May 2009

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back to school after the four days of holidays?
I guess so..
okay, I'm getting sick soon...
or maybe now, I'm considered sick already....
received my results....
I failed my maths...
how "wonderful"!
Ms Fadzlin is like so disappointed in us..
haiz~~~ so sorry Ms Fadzlin...
we've let you down again...

and also my chinese listening comprehension.
haiz~~~
first time I failed my listening...
my mum was like... fuming with anger...
*nag* *nag* *nag*




19th May 2009

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today the sickness was even worse...
my running nose worsen and my cough is coming....
anyways, whatever~
was halfway going through the paper
and I really really felt like sleeping....
I almost fell into deep sleep
until then, my friend called me loudly till I got shocked and wake up...
it's really terrible...
haiz~~~
it was the exam period...
staying up late to study as well to finish the art
and my immune system is weak
so because of this,
instead of getting sick before exam,
I got sick after the exam....
argh....




20th May 2009

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okay, I'm officially sick
my voice has changed
and I'm feeling sleepy all the time....

oh ya!
Happy Birthday to Reuben & Hwee Boon!!
:D
oh please, holidays....
please come faster...
and of course end later....
I want to use the itme to recuperate from my illness....
yeah!!!!

Oh my gosh!
I still failed my maths overall...
haiz~~~
expected..
I feel like sleeping now....
Zzzzzzz.....

okays, I'm unable to go to Redang, Malaysia
so sad....
boo hoo~! :'(
hotels are fully booked....
haiz~~~~

since, then I wish I could go back to my relatives place in Malaysia.
I would be so happy if I can go back...
I really wonder why my mother want to come to Singapore to work....
if she stay in Malaysia, that would be so good!!!!!
I can visit my relatives so often lorh.....
haiz~~~ but too bad....

okay, I'm now rotting at home....
nothing to do.....
=.='

Exams are finally over!!!
whoo~~!!!!!! :)
finally can go out le... yeah!

I'm going to TM and T1 tomorrow, with cassandra!
whoots!

okay... let me see.
I'm gonna fail Maths, Geography, Art and MT paper 1
whoa, first in time I failed so much
well, "good lucks" to me :)

10th May 2009

went to Malaysia to celebrate my mother's, mother's day
too bad, one of my cousins whole family didn't come.
their mum is restricted to eat alot of things
so my mother and my grandma decided not to ask them just in case they say that we know she's not supposed to eat but we still dragged her along
to her, it may mean that we're being very sarcastic

once we reached there,
we ate our "breakfast"
and then went to my cousin's grandma's house
after resting went to shopping...
but, that shopping was the worse shopping ever....
that shopping centre doesn't even have clothes or shoes to sell...
and I don't even have to buy anything except for snacks

I would always go to Malaysia to buy snacks
I know my mum wouldn't allow me to buy in Singapore
for don't know what reason.
anyways, I really wish I can go to Redang Beach, Malaysia.
the scenery there is like whoa! wonderful!!!!
I wanna go go GO!!!

11th May 2009

spent almost the whole day rushing through the Art work
but in the end, still, had to sleep at 1am.
and guess what, today I overslept!

cried in the morning for being so careless
I accidentally switched off the alarm and went back to sleep and I overslept...
HAHA! what a joke!
and my father still called me!
and I didn't hear the phone vibrate!!!!
that's what makes me feel even more stupid
and I cried again.

took taxi to school and paid using my own money :(
just because I overslept, I wasted my $6
almost my two day allowance!
hmph!

I'll never never sleep late again man!!!

what can I draw for my Art?
it's like so difficult
I've never had to do art exam in primary and I think nobody in primary school has done before bahs.
not very sure, though.

my art is amongst all my subjects the worse subjects
I never had the interest, never had the inspiration in it
I just hate it!
okays, let's stop talking about it.
I really hate it.

yays! tomorrow, I'm going to malaysia.
but to celebrate mother's day with all the "mothers" in malaysia.
=.='
how I wish I could stay overnight there
but the problem is, I have to finish my art work...
so that's impossible.

exams are really stressing me out....
okay, whatever.
I shall stop here now.
I'm getting very irritated.

AH....................!

I hate maths!
I really hate it.
I hate it lots.
I hate it loads....
well, I just hate it. The end!


today's paper is one of the worse paper,
or maybe I can say, it's the worse.
once I flipped over the page, I knew that I would not know how to do
and it really did came true.
the first question, I didn't know how to do already,
how do you expect me to do the other problems sums at the back?
that's impossible.

anyways, I'm mentally prepared to hear what's my marks
I already know that I'll fail
so, I'm not nervous nor afraid.
but still, I feel like crying
I feel so stupid.
I feel so inferior
okays, maybe that's not a good word for describing this situation.

but, yeah, I really feel stupid.

Happy Birthday to HUIXIA!!!! ( 3rd May )
though it's over.... I still wanna wish you (:
sorry, that I didn't wish you on the actual day... well.... I've wrote it here!!! (:
Love you!!! My SBF(s) & FBF(s)!

hope you didn't forget what it stands for (:

5th May 2009

My sister's birthday! Happy birthday to her!!! whoots! (:
had MT paper 1 and literature paper
okays, both went well.
just a bit of problem with my MT paper 1
didn't know what I was writing.... gosh~ terrible :(

6th May 2009

had the toughest paper and had geography paper.
well, don't talk about it man...
I almost cried...
From second page of my maths paper onwards, I didn't know what I was doing
I'm just substituting everything and anything..
I didn't know....
shivering while doing the paper...
geography was equally worse....
haiz~~~~ anyways, no use crying over the split milk....

Today.

had the science paper.
well, average luhhs
but I still had problems with it....
some questions I didn't revise while some I forgotten...
"good" for me....
my intuition says that i will fail this time round...
and well, I'm already prepared to do so....

about the swine flu,
it has dropped from orange to yellow!
yeah! that means no more frequent temperature taking (:

haiz~~~ so confused nowadays.
there's never a day when I'm not busy
there's always so much things to do....
and now, I'm worrying over my mum taking me overseas during the June holidays and the school's China trip.
MOE has said that schools are to cancel every overseas trip when the swine flu alert was orange
and now because it's yellow, MOE has again say that schools can continue on their overseas plan...
what the..... =.='
they think it's fun to change it here and there?
I'm fustrated man~!

Oops, just remembered,
tomorrow's the MT paper 2 and Maths paper 2
"good" lucks to me...
I shall fail my maths
and it'll come true.

Had English Paper 1 & 2 today.
paper 1 was average but for letter writing,
I simply didn't know how to phrase and combine everything into a single sentence
the letter was to write about my team but I didn't know how to convert into a sentence that relates me and my teammates....
after that was paper 2, the killer paper.
I didn't know how to translate the thing and copied wholesale into the question.
It was even worse for my summary
was supposed to write not more than 150 but I wrote 203
that's terrible....
Hope that Ms Ponniah won't mark me fail....
Boo Hoo! :'(

Sim still said that hope that Ms Ponniah won't mark so strictly
but I wondered?
Is there any time/moment that Ms Ponniah wasn't lenient???
hahahs~~~
well, go with the flow.
I don't really have to foundation in English....
so, all along, I've been really happy to pass my English without failing

tomorrow's the MT paper 1 and the literature paper.
haiz~~~
hope exams pass quickly and holidays come faster....
I've got a feeling that I'll do badly for this exam....
haiz~~~
again, go with the flow.............

Gosh~ there's really nothing to post during the weekends
unless I were to go out.
my exams are starting next monday
I don't expect my parents to bring me out, neither can I go out myself
well, at least I've got some pleasure at home by using the computer and by watching television
better than studying all the way.

feel like sleeping now... Zzzzzz
bye (: that's for all.


I've finally updated this blog and changed the blogskin.
yeah! (:
went to Ikea & Giant this morning with my parents,
lined up and waited in Ikea just to eat our breakfast
whoosh~! we waited like about one hour before we even had a seat.
people there are like so selfish
they would just take the seat and seat there as long as they want after their meals without concerning other people.

after eating went to Giant to buy groceries for lunch and dinner.
reach-ed home at about 1pm and call-ed Cassandra up and told her about our meeting
was supposed to meet at 1.30pm but I was late so instead, I met her at 2.30pm
went on our "routine"
feeling so embarrassed with her parents.
they were like treating me things food and drinks.
I felt like as though I'm a free rider
cause I went there and I did nothing but to accept their treats
so awkward.

after receiving the treats and finishing the "routine"
bus-ed back home at about 6.20pm.
ate my dinner and now I'm here posting.

well, I'm afraid I can't post for the a long time.
I'll be busy preparing for the MYE
but I'll try....
lastly,

peeps, study hard for your exams
I wish that all of you will pass with flying colours (: